LET IT GO AND SAY GOODBYE.

Yesterday I met that punk , that bad boy who used to get in trouble so much. and I was the one who saved him from all those troubles. I met him in front of the PRINCE BOOK STORE. May be He comes there to read books often. I wanted to stop him and ask him. HOW IS HE ? , IS HE ALRIGHT OR NOT ?.

I was about to stop him ,but He just passed by me. He didn’t even give a glance to me. May be He was trying to avoid me or he had forgotten me. To be honest I still don’t know why did we split up? Why he tore me apart?. Was I just a season for him.

When I shall meet him , I want to ask him, Do you remember me? Have you recognize me? After a long time we meet again.

My crystal teary eyes,

My frozen gloom lips,

My cold heart, They all are looking for you.

My eyes want to be tear free. My lips that are maybe sick of happiness , they want to be sick free, they want to smile like a crazy guy, and my cold heart wants your warmth, it wants to beat again. It feels like , it didn’t beat for a long time.

Please turn around just for one moment, hold me in your arms only once. If you want to leave after that , then you can leave. At least I can live rest of the life with your memories.

I think I should just let you go. Now, I’ll not hold you . I’ll not beg you to stay by my side. To be honest I don’t want you to be on my side. You want to leave. right? then go. I’ll not stop you, because “IF SOMEONE WANTS TO LEAVE YOU THEN DON’T HOLD THEM, LET THEM LEAVE CAUSE THEY HAVE ALREADY LEFT YOU WHEN THEY THOUGHT ABOUT LEAVING YOU”.

So Goodbye don’t cry and smile. Don’t think I’ve still feelings for you because I asked you to smile. I just said it by my habit. Goodbye to you and that lonely me who used to hide into dark small room, cry and beg for your love. So goodbye to those exhausted years, For the sake of you I’ll forget them. So goodbye, My season has gone, New girl will come as a season for you. But that season is certainly not me.