Disappointment, Not from any loved one but from myself.

I feel disappointed because at some points I started looking at the ground more then the sky.

I feel disappointed because I don’t remember who I were before the world told me who I should be?

I feel disappointed when I see myself in the mirror with a smile because I’m afraid that, that pretty smile will turn into tears.

I feel disappointed when I’m not being able to find the right words to describe what’s exactly going on inside me.

I feel disappointed when I’ve so much to speak but I always ended up by saying “IT’S OKAY, I’M FINE".